A Radar

I hope you read this message somewhere on earth

I sent a radar, only to you

Still don’t figured it out till now?

it’s been only you

From a very long lime ago

Believe it and come

Try finding me

See?

I sent you my radar, already

You’re running out of time

Just dont tie it hard

You never know whom you will meet till you meet

Keep up,

But if everything does not run smoothly in the middle way

don’t screw it up

End it well

or just don’t tie it hard from the beginning

Don’t let the feeling take part

So random. Ever read somewhere in some paper

A little space in heart

“I have no more space for other love in my heart,” ah it’s just a while. I don’t know why I’ve always been remember this phrase, “Heart is just a companion, ” yes it always been just a companion!
There always be a space for you to erases all the painful memories in past to something new.
Something called future.
Well, I’m just saying.

Destiny

It comes so suddenly like a slight of light.
So suddenly.
So suddenly..
Can I overcome it?
Can I welcome it?
Yes, it has been so long since the last time I had butterflies in my stomach 😀

Someday

I often got these dreams
Every night
Almost every time I had a long nap

You and I sit in the same couch
Drink a cup of tea together

Discuss many things about life; problems, friends, works, family..
And then solve them together, too

In the middle of couch,
Sat our Jr, our center of life, our junior
My life warrior, of course
He fall asleep while listening to our daily meeting

I see how beautiful your smile is
That will be the best thing that ever been mine…

I’m still counting
Days from now!

The meaning of happiness

Bahagia. Apa arti bahagia itu? Apakah dengan memiliki apa yang kita inginkan? Mencintai dan dicintai? Atau mencapai kesuksesan di dalam hidup-apapun ukuran kesuksesan yang dunia tawarkan itu?

Ingatanku tiba-tiba berputar ke masa lalu. Ke masa ketika nalar seorang anak masih dibentuk. Masa kepolosan dan kemurnian jiwa.

“Anak-anak, ada yang tahu doa sapu jagat bagaimana? Ayo yang hafal berdiri dan maju ke depan!” Aku mengacungkan jariku tinggi-tinggi. Mungkin karena melihat kesungguhanku untuk menjawab, Ibu guru menunjukku.

Ketika aku berjalan ke depan, kulihat beberapa raut kecewa teman-temanku yang berlomba untuk maju tadi. Aku tersenyum puas. Di kelas 3 Madrasah ini, tak ada anak yang tidak tidak hafal doa sapu jagad. Bisa kujamin, hampir semuanya hafal.

Ehemmm… Bismillahirrahmanirrahim… Rabbanaa Aatinaa fid Dunyaa Hasanah wa fil aakhirati hasanah, waqinaa ‘adzaaban-naar

benar sekali, anak manis. terima kasih sudah maju mewakili teman-teman. Nah, di kelas ini, siapa yang tahu arti dari doa sapu jagad?

Serentak satu kelas menjawab dengan riang pertanyaan dari Ibu guru, “Tuhan kami, berikanlah kami kebaikan di dunia dan akhirat serta jauhkan kami dari siksa api neraka…”

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Kebaikan baik di dunia maupun akhirat. Doa yang teramat sederhana tetapi bermakna dalam. Kebaikan. Baru kurasakan sekarang ketika aku beranjak dewasa, bahwa makna kebaikan dalam doa itu berarti kebahagiaan untuk kita… Berapa banyak kau berdoa untuk kebaikanmu (kebahagianmu)?

Life goes on

“Keep moving. Just don’t stop. I’ll be there waiting for you,” the wind whispers.
And the sun keeps its sunshine, until the rains come… so there he is.. apparently a rainbow show up. Bring thousand of hopes.
I believe in that.

Say Sorry

Do you ever feel this way, you made mistake to someone, you realize that you were wrong but your mouth is hard to say sorry for the sake of forgiveness from the people you hurt?

someone said, the true benefit from the word sorry is only to who said sorry. Because although someone said sorry it still hurt to remember the scar you made…

What do you think? Don’t we still need to say sorry? Although it still hurt?

Mommy’s Words

My Mom told me when I was a kid, that I must have courage to live my life the way I want. She said, don’t just regret, move on! Do your passion, and live lively. That’s how you’ll find happiness. Because you will never know till you try…

My mom, she is a tough woman. She is so tough about everything, but sometimes she is funny. She could make other laugh for the funny thing she made.

She is so straight to the point, sometimes that made me and my brother afraid of her on something we do not put on the place…

Now I do understand why she act that way. I must fulfill my obligation, always.

How it is like, to be a mom like her?

3 Cara Mencintai <3

Ini hanya salah satu corat-coret yang pernah kutulis, jadi jangan dianggap serius yah 😀

Tiga cara mencintai (yang kutahu)

Yang pertama, dia lugas dan tanpa basa-basi memberi tahu pujaan hatinya bahwa Ia menyukainya. Ia tak pernah berpikir panjang akan akibat dari pengakuannya; bagaimana pertemanan mereka yang sudah dijalin lama dengan baik? Atau hubungan mereka kelak jika tidak berhasil sebagai pasangan nanti. Yang orang pertama ini tahu, pokoknya Aku sepertinya mencintaimu. Kau mau jadi pacarku, kan?